this pic says everything...

| [ ursidae` ] |

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust

| [ those memories` ] |
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007







| [ just some thoughts` ] |
...


it kinda hurted...
well, for now...
nothing matters anymore...
miserable...

thrown against the rocks...
tattered by water...
shattered thoughts...
nothing matters anymore...
painful...

lost in thoughts...
stoning away alone...
losing grip on life...
nothing matters anymore...
lifeless...

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lifeless kid. it's been painful, miserable but it has been so much.
he'd tried and tried, but nothing results.
everytime the thought comes up, he'll be shrivelling in torment.

issn't the key always the last in the bunch?
it's aint. not always. it's not absolute.
issn't it always the attitude that changes matters?
no it aint. solitude doesn't help too.

he's too obstinate.
too stubborn.
too lifeless.

oh. and this guy might jus be me.
priorities dismembered.
lost thoughts...

dreaming of you` @ 12:37
Friday, September 15, 2006


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the environment



amnesia
barely beating heart
blur
cant blame others
contradictory
darkest nights
didn't mean to
dumb
dying soon
eerie
fading away
gourged heart
hangin' by a thread
it wasn't meant to
just love you
just wanted you to know
knows nuts about pple
last chances
loves destroying things
moments of pain
never ending nights
never forgets
nocturnal
obscure
passive
pessimistic about self
prideless
quarantined
regrets everything
ruined life
shattered dreams
silent
solitude
stolen heart
stones too much?
stubborn
the bad guy
thinks too much
u get it, dont u?
vermin
waste of resources
weakening mind
wierd thoughts
wonders
xenophobia
yucky
zeal
zen
zombie