| [ just some thoughts` ] |
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sometimes i wonder if it's ok to be putting all my thoughts here...
or shld i jus find a time for me n u to talk abt it.
but then again is it possible for u?
bah. it's dangerous.
i dun know how many poeple are reading this apart from u and dom. i seriously dun know.
there's no way i can noe anyway... since i cant put a tag counter here (or can i?)
cant stop. waiting at the foyer. waiting for something that i didn't even know what i was waiting for. i dunno. i was sober. i was clear. but i didn't know what i was waiting for!
scary?
...
maybe...
bah... back to maths paper.
just had to have mind blocks. last 30mins. totally blocked.
looking at the equations, my mind just couldn't link them up!
had to write down every single thing that came to my mind about maths on another paper. derived the Sin, Cos and Tan values for 0, 30, 45, 60.
yucks... i just couldn't link them up. wasted the last few questions.
mind block.
scary and fearful.
back to home at like 1305. expected myself to get home at like 1430. i didn't know what i was doing, or what i was supposed to do. it just couldn't link up.
silence seems to be my best friend.
listened to some song tt i listened to half a mth ago. i realised tt i was wrong. i was wrong about myself.
i just couldn't think right.
on the right path?
this man has swayed...
bah... searched for some rorsacach tests. didn't yield much results, but for sure there were some sexual things in those few slips of paper...
how naughty ehh =X
but then again. there's no basis for this test, so many others just throw it aside.
then went to look at other psychological tests.
bah... was thinking to myself if there was even a need for me to look at those...
is there something wrong up there? wrongly linked nureons?
i've got no idea till someone tells me so.
pls tell me i'm not dreaming.
my senses tells me that i'm still there. right in the middle of darkness where one tends to fall asleep and not wake up anymore. i've got no source of light. it's been gone. i wonder why too. i think of more things than myself. over my mind, my soul. it just has to stick out of everything else...
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dreaming of you` @
20:14
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
