this pic says everything...

| [ ursidae` ] |

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust

| [ those memories` ] |
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007







| [ just some thoughts` ] |
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it's been more than a mth since i last posted. wanted to post earlier this wk, but din have the time to do so.... so yeah... now ima doing it, and maybe for the last time before i go over to m'sia for some mountains...
belumut, stong, ayam, jasah, perdah, brinchang, yong belar, hantu besar, datok
i hope we can all finish it tog, and ima a lil sad for minhui, and can lynette pls be more decisive? u're strong but you dun seem to have nuff drive to push through this whole thing. be strong!

anyway... wc, liz n ronald leaving rite? sohai...
wc. laughter, fun, cranky... ima miss so many things.
liz. bth but still ok. dun b so demanding n complain abt everything. it doesn't mean ath even if u're stronger than me in running. ima not gd in tt area, and i noe u are better, sometimes... u jus piss pple off =)
ronald. jus gotta b part of it. no ronald = missing fun... well, so many pple can say this but it comes from ME ok! kekekeke.....

bleh. back to cooling down mode. dun say ath abt this. it's coming back any sec. but the smell is v strong ah! =D
well... even when u're not dere =)

i hope the medic dept can go on well la... only wc, nic, me and dom(partially. sometimes blur abt everything tt's impt)... but well, we're gd in this area but we're jus tt scary n wc has to go. i dunno if i can last, but i hope i can. well, we never know, but YB mite jus by my poison. kekeke...
sadest thing in this xp till now is tt wc has to go on day 4 =X
damnit!

bah. my life's fked up. no point trying to control it.

jus trying hard to be myself back again.
silent, sinister and shagged...

dreaming of you` @ 21:33
Thursday, November 09, 2006


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the environment



amnesia
barely beating heart
blur
cant blame others
contradictory
darkest nights
didn't mean to
dumb
dying soon
eerie
fading away
gourged heart
hangin' by a thread
it wasn't meant to
just love you
just wanted you to know
knows nuts about pple
last chances
loves destroying things
moments of pain
never ending nights
never forgets
nocturnal
obscure
passive
pessimistic about self
prideless
quarantined
regrets everything
ruined life
shattered dreams
silent
solitude
stolen heart
stones too much?
stubborn
the bad guy
thinks too much
u get it, dont u?
vermin
waste of resources
weakening mind
wierd thoughts
wonders
xenophobia
yucky
zeal
zen
zombie