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i waited at the mrt. as i waited, i wondered what i was waiting for.
it was a little kinda hurting within. i cant seem to know why. i thought i had given up on you... but atlas... i found the answer to it only after a while.
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well, pw was kinda like a grave for me, since i din realli practice, but i hope it'll still b alrite. =p
apart from that, too bad i couldn't go for the class outing. just too obbessed with odac for everything bah...
i think ima just drowning myself in odac and virtual games.
to:
wc: sry abt earlier on... didn't meant to either, guess it was all in the fit of a confused/messed up mind =S
ss: i wonder how've pple been, since iz said ima a loner, n u said u're ok. i dunno abt myself, so hehehehe...
dom: sry lo.... u try so hard but ima still stuck at where i am, not much advancements to my life till now, but i guess i'll jus hav to keep trying bah. getting a lil sick of all the noise n such bah =d
dreaming of you` @
22:54
Friday, November 10, 2006
it's been more than a mth since i last posted. wanted to post earlier this wk, but din have the time to do so.... so yeah... now ima doing it, and maybe for the last time before i go over to m'sia for some mountains...
belumut, stong, ayam, jasah, perdah, brinchang, yong belar, hantu besar, datoki hope we can all finish it tog, and ima a lil sad for minhui, and can lynette pls be more decisive? u're strong but you dun seem to have nuff drive to push through this whole thing. be strong!
anyway... wc, liz n ronald leaving rite? sohai...
wc. laughter, fun, cranky... ima miss so many things.
liz. bth but still ok. dun b so demanding n complain abt everything. it doesn't mean ath even if u're stronger than me in running. ima not gd in tt area, and i noe u are better, sometimes... u jus piss pple off =)
ronald. jus gotta b part of it. no ronald = missing fun... well, so many pple can say this but it comes from ME ok! kekekeke.....
bleh. back to cooling down mode. dun say ath abt this. it's coming back any sec. but the smell is v strong ah! =D
well... even when u're not dere =)
i hope the medic dept can go on well la... only wc, nic, me and dom(partially. sometimes blur abt everything tt's impt)... but well, we're gd in this area but we're jus tt scary n wc has to go. i dunno if i can last, but i hope i can. well, we never know, but YB mite jus by my poison. kekeke...
sadest thing in this xp till now is tt wc has to go on day 4 =X
damnit!bah. my life's fked up. no point trying to control it.
jus trying hard to be myself back again.
silent, sinister and shagged...
dreaming of you` @
21:33
Thursday, November 09, 2006
