this pic says everything...

| [ ursidae` ] |

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust

| [ those memories` ] |
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007







| [ just some thoughts` ] |
...

diu....
todae started off by leaving home late for sch..
oh well... reached at 0730, but still wasn't late... cos assembly haven even started
=.=

bah... met clara at the foyer, n the whole foyer plus the whole of the staircase in front of the general office was filled with pple as tho it was within a can of sardines..
so squeezy...

lucky for us there was still another entrance to the quadrangle, the huge staircase jus in front of u if u stand where the pe office is on ur left...
not many pple were dere tho...
couldn't find my class... (all hiding at the area beside the former 1t31...)
-.-

bah....
todae shouldn't b v sian, but c my classmates oso dunno wat to say,jus sit down dere n listen to wat they say...
lydat then bcome sian.
dun feel like studying leh...

assembly start at like 0745...
dun ask me y it's like so late, cos i oso dunno...
but tt's the time when the councillors started to walk to the center of the 2nd lvl, facing blk e...
oh well, noticed nr through the slots between pple, but din notice where nd was tho. oh well...
saw mich, but not tricia. bah.
my ht tsl was behind me. so boring de...
y mus she still b my ht!!!!
mr ymw is enough lo! he's one great guy =DD

oh well...
still another year wif tsl as ht.
so boring...
xian zai... li ke... ma shang...
even kenny oso say until she oso "du lan" lor....
so diao diao one...

but well... who the hell care abt tt?
she's like the thorns in the class...
dun even wanna c...
rmb abt:
beneath the beautiful roses is a sea of thorns
well, guess she's the not so pleasant but still ok kinda ht bah...
ymw is so much different...
look at him n his smile u cfm wanna luff liao lor... damn funny...
idk y but he realli looks a lil funny when he smile... =/

oh well... saw nr, mich, rach, naomi n tricia outside class... my class is like beside the link staircase of the classes-laboratories. nr class is bside mine...
hahas...
life's gonna b so much more interestin', n don's class is wif the labs....
lols.

well...
it's onli like todae then i noe xuan din get to promote...
but din c her in the ig(s) leh... where she go???
hope she's feelin' alrite, but w/o tsl, sure better!!!
oh well... bet she's gonna miss sam's huge laughter and oli's "flirt"...
*ahem!!!
(oh well i took a pic of them tog, cos dey sitting rite nxt to one another... but accidentally deleted it. damn it!!!)
bah...n dey din noe it till the flash was out...
me bad la.... din rmb to take w/o the flash.
diu...

well, ground rules in class:
1. no smoking in class (well... this applies onli for sham bah! ...)
2. keep the class key (ok... it means "clean"...)
3. no birthday bash (rejected by douya... cos todae is her bd bash... hahas =D)
4. help one another to do well for "A"s (yeah... gd idea... who wanna help me out???)
5. keep the noise level down (well... ymw wanted this one... so it's here...)
*this is a special request from ymw... guys... pls stop eatting in class... the ants cant get over to the other side now... (pls dun ask me abt this, cos is inside joke for my class =D)

then it's time for bio lecture...
nr was wearing a hairband tt rach gave to her.. oh well... it's realli horn*... =)
sian diao... mhgf (ok this means the "yandao", "cai shen" or "gay"... but i dun wanna say his name =] *this is for everyone's safety, cos i noe u all will say tt he's as mentioned above oso...) did an award presentation...
oh well...
as expected, germ scored a hat-trick, cos of highest in overall results, highest in paper 1 (mcq) n highest in promos...
well... the nxt 2 tt's worthy of mention to mhgf is...
vance n victor...
well, mhgf oso gave a brief description of wat we're gonna go thru in the nxt 9 mths...
so many things inside bio to cover in 9 mths.
sian diao sia!!!

now i got 2hr break. so sian...
*ok i became the key-keeper. nxt time jus pass the key to me after u open the door la... i always inside the class one... diu...
ok.. jus realised nd's class is like on the opposite of my class...
so heartless... tap on my shoulder drop note then run... grrrrr.......

well... tt note was frm justin.
thx maomao =D

wahh.... stuck for words sia...
my 1st meal in sch was vegetarian delight
(idk y, but the liking of eating vd is back lor... jus dun feel like buying frm other stalls...)

back to the pavilion again =/
...
now left 1 hr till my break end...
nr n rach feelin' bored le bahz..
but dey got bio tut class...
no time for poker...
anyway... so much for sitting outside till rach's head fell down n never came up. oh well... mhgf oso dun care. i care for wat?
n derrick's head keep turning to look at me...
i wonder if he's gay man... then in the toilet he say i damn gd wif the gals in india...
where got???
who the hell said that? damnit!
oh well... maybe ms curryfingers wanna tell me more abt tt??? =p

welll... nw it's time for gp lecture.
science & technology...
s&t oso can hav so many probs one arh?
mus b finding needles in a haysack bahz...
yj sitting one row above me... nr on my left side row, xy on the other end of the the lt1...
*nr, rach n naomi r inseparable =/ (sort of bahz...)
well... i saw tt on a slide was this:
4% of internet users use internet for 7+hrs a week.

i think i use this amt bahz... =X

it's time to go home le...
but i still cant go..
got odac. grrr.....
oh well...
iz is reservicing, n wont b back till nxt week wed. tt's 10-01-2007...
well... lek took up the job n placed everything into track. then it was time for 30 rnds...
i think i too long nv run liao...
onli did 4 gd ones then do slow ones for another 6..
nearly blackout sias...

christine realli has to noe when to stop sias...
kena heat stroke sias... lucky got wc to take care of problems... i helped too... hahas =DD

ne way... y is liz still so scared of me?
so scared i cant take care of christine?
i medic leh! if i cant... who can?!?!?!
*ok. got wc n nic, but nic running still... lucky wc dere... if not i think liz push me away christine cmi liao... sure "gua diao" one...
liz cant even do much la.... like calafair...
damnit sias...
always pushing me away like ima some monster.
i not scary lor... it's what u think wat!

oh well...
in the end oso send to hospital for checkup. she's ok nw =))

din go for post-xp dinner at taka...
so sian... u all oso nv talk to me, still wan me to go b extra...
diu...
accompany nr home, talk crap on the bus, luff at one another's jokes for todae.
lols... din noe tt she bully the teacher one... i wonder if she'll bully mhgf
(i hope he dun c this, cos ima get so fked up =/)
nr took like 42 mins
i took 1hr30mins to get home cos a a long 40min walk from lentor ave... if not maybe like 45 mins can reach home if i took 981...
zzz...
oh well... i should stop here...
nitez to u guys.
i shld b aslp nw, but who cares!?!?!?!
jus let me be myself bahz =DD

dreaming of you` @ 23:59
Wednesday, January 03, 2007


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the environment



amnesia
barely beating heart
blur
cant blame others
contradictory
darkest nights
didn't mean to
dumb
dying soon
eerie
fading away
gourged heart
hangin' by a thread
it wasn't meant to
just love you
just wanted you to know
knows nuts about pple
last chances
loves destroying things
moments of pain
never ending nights
never forgets
nocturnal
obscure
passive
pessimistic about self
prideless
quarantined
regrets everything
ruined life
shattered dreams
silent
solitude
stolen heart
stones too much?
stubborn
the bad guy
thinks too much
u get it, dont u?
vermin
waste of resources
weakening mind
wierd thoughts
wonders
xenophobia
yucky
zeal
zen
zombie